kinkyvamp

These feelings of anger these feelings of pain, did I die all in vain. I do not write about killing myself, I do not write about harming myself. I always get asked, Why do you dress like a freak? Why are you not normal? What is normal? I am the way I am and that’s normal to me. People are scared, I look “different” I’m not “accepted” into the “social norm”. All I want to do is tell all the people who hate me because I’m “different” to get a Fucking life. Stop being so god damn stupid and grow up. Oh we’re all freaks because we wear black and listen to “shit music”

I'm all alone without you by my side, I haven't stopped crying since you died. I miss the way you said good night, I missed the way you held me so tight. I dream that you will be there when I wake, But your not there and I begin to shake. I don't blame you mom for leaving me, I'm not angry at you for shouting at me. I took a wrong turn when you went away, I hope that I'll find my way back someday. I'm sorry for not behaving and getting you mad, I'm sorry for all the times that I was bad. I miss the good times, I miss the best times. I know your gone and there's nothing I can do, So I'll make sure all the good things I do I do f